Jan's Poetic Collection

You're so close to me, yet so far,
My heart is yours, yours isn't mine.
I've come along with you very long,
So far that I can't retreat,
All I can do is go forward,
I've given you my all,
Yet I couldn't make the curtain fall,
Why did I come to know you ?
It was better I hadn't seen you.
Now in the middle of the sea,
I've discovered, you're not with me,
I always wanted you near,
But you were not there,
All that's left with me,
Is a pain in my heart, deep within.